It has been awhile since I last posted. I had just begun my summer grad classes and I must say going from 1-10pm Tue/Thursday can be a lot. It sure did fly by though. I worked a double today and will be doing the same tomorrow morning and Sunday. I have so much on my mind right now. I wish I could explain more but I would rather not. Let me just say my heart is heavy. I am aching for a family in pain and have to remember I did not cause this pain and NO I am not talking about my relatives. I received a letter this week that is just ripping me apart inside. I have struggled to fall alseep with this weighing on my mind. So many unanswered questions, so much from the past staring me in the face and I wont lie I am scared to death of what lies ahead. I have come this far in life I cannot allow the past to scare me. There is a chapter of my childhood I am about to face that I never imagined and I am afraid of what might come of revisiting this past. I can only pray.
I am tired yet have so much on my mind.